mundane

Spinning circles in a mundane existence where the repetitiveness of life has got us trapped in a never-ending black whole.  These are the words that seem to express us right now.  Each day the same as the day before.  We love each other and are committed to each other more and more everyday.  It is difficult dealing with health issues that reek havoc on our emotions and physical abilities as well.  The strain takes its toll.  As we approach our 4-year anniversary we find ourselves in uncharted territory.  Do not hear me incorrectly…. Our marriage is not on rocky ground, but that does not mean there are not struggles.  I wish it were as easy to just follow through with the thought “when life gives you lemons you make lemonade”.  Over the previous year life has thrown some pretty nasty curves our way.  Being told that we are very likely never going to be able to conceive a child of our own was difficult enough without all the nasty side effects of the diagnosis that makes it such.  While we do not seem to be in agreement about a lot of things recently the one thing that we are now and will always be in agreement about is that we love each other and that we are committed to each other through the good and the bad, in sickness and when we are just sick of each other.  We are thankful that though there are struggles we still have one another, to have and to hold.   We have our Father who brought us together and we will overcome.